Monday, August 17, 2009

Again.


I never thought it'd be that hard.


I thought I'd be strong.

Coming back here, made things worse.

Walking down the corridors of campus.

Strolling through the malls.

Every single place contained those precious memories. Being there again, a feeling of nostalgia mixed with melancholy assaulted my senses, tearing them apart, leaving me bare.

Even though I fought to toss all of them to the back of my head, they just keep coming back, swarming my mind and dominating my thoughts, weighing my heart down to the extent that my chest felt like it was going to implode.

Every sentence.

Every gesture.

Every detail.

And so, I did the one pathetic, useless thing I could only do.

I cried.

21 comments:

Samm said...

... u ok?

Anonymous said...

What?

Zhiaern

syetha said...

*hugs* You're gonna be fine, if we're talking about 'that'...

tracy said...

i kind of understand how u feel...
though i wasn't sad that time...
cheer up....

Nouveena said...

AMANADA!! :(
Don't get upset!!
I belanja you: doublecheeseburgermacvaluemeal-Medium! when I get back OK!!! :D

p/s: You deserve so much more than him ok. Don't get upset over him cos there's another person out there who's better and he's the one you're meant to be with :)

and time heals all wounds.

Anonymous said...

So much better than who? =DD

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

http://i906.photobucket.com/albums/ac262/Formicidae/lelouch-is-nawt-pleased.gif

lol. =D

Liza said...

My holidays are starting next week so please get on MSN by then and tell me what happened. =(

Quistreous said...

Its a normal phase of life my darling. Do take care! You can always talk to onee-sama if you are troubled k? *hugs* stay strong!

Quist Onee-sama

aerialite said...

D: D: D: D:

hang in there man.

schwindelmagier said...

Aw, aw...
*hugs thousandth times*
*gives a Gilbert-plueshie*

hang in there! *hugs, and cuddles*
I won't let go unless you feel better. *hugs*

ユカナ said...

Its ok dear, don't get too hard on yourself.

And! Remember to EAT!

*hugs* Sorry that I can't be there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on.

Be strong girl! You can get over it.

Everyone's supporting you kay?? *hugs and pats*

Kevyn said...

Its amazing how powerful the emotion of loneliness can be. But we gotta move on, with or without anyone.

Janice said...

update lar...
i noe u dam happy now lol

Ray Kokuyu C said...

Mandy, stay strong. I know you can do it. This is your nature.

I'm truly sorry to hear that. What you've mention here really strikes similarities to mine which had happened just a month ago, so I guess I understand how painful it is for you to face it, especially when it comes to adjusting your life back.

Like Nouveena said, time will heal you, but don't walk alone. Stay around with your family and friends. Their love will definitely help you a lot. (and which had me realized life is more than just that particular love)

Take care of your self first. You need love within yourself too :) Don't give up.

sincerely, wishing you well
~kokuyu

Anonymous said...

You sure are late. She's already back with him.

Ray Kokuyu C said...

yea, i notice that too, just a day after i wrote. was relief to know it =D

unfortunately, i can't take back my words. where's the delete button? lol XD

Anonymous said...

Haha! Well ya, glad everything here is fine. xD Delete button is with Amanda. lol..

Nouveena said...

YOU SUCK! I WANNA UPDATE. HAH!

;)

tracy said...

WOMAN...R U STILL ALIVE???
u actually abandon ur blog...

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